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- 15 days ago
I went back to the Spirit Cafe tonight and had a SOZO done. My take away from it was...learning to give forgiveness to myself and to people who have hurt me. I really enjoy the church we go to, but most times I feel jealous that I dont have speical gifts like most of the people there. Tonight I was proven wrong. I seen things and heard things that gave me peace and hope.
I would like to share some of that with you!! The one big one was giving myself forgiveness for loosing my baby Elloit. I was asked to close my eyes and picture handing him over to God. And I had to laugh because as he was taking Elloit there goes Wednesday jumping past as a dont forget about me mom!! The other one that really stands out is I asked Jesus if he was to take me on a date where would we go or what would we do. And I closed my eyes and we were sitting above looking out past the trees. I could smell them!! When I was little and growing up among the caous that was my life, I would take to the trees. It was my safe place. I would hide there from the anger and abuse happening and i would spend hours just playing in the trees.
I'm so thankful for my experience tonight. I am looking forward to going back again. If you havent checked out the Spirit Cafe you really should!!